All the die-ings are over..reali..i died for almost all my subs..thoroughly disappointed at myself..thought i wld fail both bio n physics..but yep..god helped me thr..at least passed by a tiny little bit..which itsnt v diff fr failing..dunno how im gonna survive in this "heavenly" class..think il be kicked out..so id jolly well treasure my last days in 3H..class postion..level position..dun want to loss bundles or handful or watever of hair coz of tt..didnt noe tt i wld end up worryin abt all these juz before a long long dear holiday..life sux..as i always say..People r ccountin how many A's they hav n whether they can get a 6 for their L1R5..and me??..worryin whether il end up havin C's and L1R5 > 12..the difference is far tooooo great..Still hav O level Chinese n piano exam comin up my way..all these stuff...really do suffocate me..Dunno wat shld i say abt myself..so wats my conclusion for dis yr??? Yah..3 letters-- B-A-D.Always thought tt studyin is not the most important thingie in ones life..n we can survive v well without all those torments in sku..but..always thought of studyin being meaningless..but now..juz realized tt NOT studyin makes me worry abt myself!!!..so another conclusion is: studyin is for self satisfaction.I hav great plans for nxt yr..juz keep my fingers crossed tt it wld be beta than this yr..Ok..i shall forget all abt that___ final yr exam..This holiday wont be too bad..juz that il miss the cs annual camp..firz tym to be incharge..larz tym to be involved..n firz tym il miss..sadness..nvm..theres still the chalet..really lookin forward to the hols!!!!!
Be happy!!! It's a sin to feel blue and miserable..isn't it..??? why not just keep a permanent smile on your pretty face that won't be very difficult.. It's just a muscle exercise, that will keep you young and happy...
