hate it..yep its fair enuf..u hate others and there r bound to be ppl to hate u..i dunno if we shld try hard to please otheres so as to not to dislike u or juz live for urself..i juz hate the fln of havin ppl u dislike me..but jj said..i shld be happy if there r ppl hu dislike me coz at least they noticed me..but..i hate to make enemies!!!! But shldnt we live life the way we want it?? Anyway life is ours not others'!!! I dunno n i dun care..dun want to worry so much..Life is juz a torture..coz of the sins we commited in our previous life, perhaps..i dun care..sigh..too tired to care..today's class outin was erm..dunno wat to say..juz stood in the seawater, rooted to the sand for two hours..feelin giddy coz of the tides and imagining impossible things..i hate myself juz hate myself..for being unable to do the things i want... for not havin the courage to life for myself..always waitin for miracles to happen..always waitin for others to help me..but neva helpin myself.. if i were someone else..wld i befriend myself?? i dunno..dun wan to tink so much..juz too tired..goin to ecp everday reali makes me giddy coz of the tides and the sun..but juz wanna to tan myself to..nvm..its not worth it..i juz realized..
Be happy!!! It's a sin to feel blue and miserable..isn't it..??? why not just keep a permanent smile on your pretty face that won't be very difficult.. It's just a muscle exercise, that will keep you young and happy...
