Hahaha!! All those "fasting" is ova!!! Shant i really say today's hari raya??? I waited soooo long today's 8.00pm..that was when i knew i wld be completely freed..when tt dumb stone of mine wld be gone with the wind..Im freed!!! Im actually a little unused to this kinda freedom..this kinda LIVABLE life..wow..now im reali lookin forward to goin back to shanghai tml..i luv the feelin of havin nothin..coz i wont bring anythin along wiz me back..n i luv this "separated fr the world" fln..i feel gd with nth lol!! i shall feel so "LIGHT" tt i can fly n float!!!! N that'll happen tmr!!! Cant wait.. Its actually a bit like yinju-ing..coz its totally away fr the environment tt u normally live in..i juz luv this kinda fln!!!! My dad says he cant understand wat im tokin abt..well nvm..i can understand myself..i juz cant stand this kinda of life im livin now..reali looki forward to days tt i dun hav to worry abt anythin..i feel lyk im swimming now..dunno where this fln came out fr..out of nowhere..gosh..juz realised all those torment has not come to a complete halt yet..ya noe juz as im "blogging" now..my mom is askin me y i failed my el essay for SA..gosh..but i noe all tt is for my own gd..but today is my hari raya!!! N i wont be able to update my blog for at least 25 days..as far as im concerned!! I certainlly m treasuring this precious moment..i will live away fr all those IT stuf in my these days in shanghai..i wont bother to find a com..i wont bother to do anythin..juz wanna tink ova many things..things i hav missed in this one mth..
Be happy!!! It's a sin to feel blue and miserable..isn't it..??? why not just keep a permanent smile on your pretty face that won't be very difficult.. It's just a muscle exercise, that will keep you young and happy...
