Now im seriously beginning to doubt the purpose of blogs..are they for ppl to pour out their feelings or juz a shallow mean of communication?? i really dunno.. guess im juz using blogs for complaining purposes..cant imagine having others reading everything i feel and think..my inner most thoughts to be precise..is a rather scary thing to have others knowing all ur thoughts.. it will be like u no longer belong to urself..ur soul is sold..and my handphone..erm..yep..hopeless..anticipating my father's return..coz he seems to be my only hope now..next week's tests haiz..A maths is alwayz giving me most prob..all those trigo thingies..identities..i dunno them..neither do they know me..at least i see some light in my chem now..that's a good thing..
The news was reporting today that the indonesian government is trying its best to set up temporary schools for the kids down there..then i was telling my mum as if they will die if they miss a few days of school..they my mum replied that schooling will help them to get over the disaster sooner coz education is the most powerful thing..gosh..that was excatly what kiw said to wash our brains.. i said,"the schools' education changes us for the worse.." schools just listen to the government..when the government says,"now i want ppl specialized in xxx.." then schools will obey and train xxx ppl..syllabus is changed now and then juz to tailor to the government's needs... what's the use of Kiws "discipline theory" anw.. ppl juz pretends to be "disciplined" in the way he wants infront of him.. when out of his sight..we are back to our "undisciplined" selves again.. but undeniably..Kiw has won over a couple of ppl over the yrs..by telling those stories of his..juz hoping that those can move us and start to have some respect in him.. but teachers really contradict each other..so whom to listen too..?? some teachers see u using hp juz infront of them..they keep both their eyes closed without saying a word..then some..they want ur life if u let them catch a glimpse of a hp..can those teachers juz come up with a standardized system or rule??? As if we cant study with our shirts/ blouses untucked.. want i cant stand is Loh's lack of respect for students..during flag rasing..she spots me with my blouse untucked..she wants me to tuck it in..?? No prob!! Sure thing!! But u know what she always did..up she lifts my blouse..before i even know whats goin on.. And this is discipline?? hmm.. and when she finds one strand of ur hair out of place or unclipped..u know whats gonna happen next..im not saying that i dont appreciate "discipline" but juz that it cant go too far..
Be happy!!! It's a sin to feel blue and miserable..isn't it..??? why not just keep a permanent smile on your pretty face that won't be very difficult.. It's just a muscle exercise, that will keep you young and happy...
