seems like i havent been online for ages..am i addicted to the net or what..?? Gosh!!!!! God!!!!! I lost my handphone!!!!!!!!! HPless life to me means HoPeless k.. it was lost on the 196 yesterday..it juz slipped out of my pocket lolx!!! Coz i had a packet of sweets in my pocket..so tt i wont fall asleep during Q and sim's lesson..and plus my wallet..it was "overcrowded"..when zy lost her hp for the first time..i told her i was so jealous tt she cld get a new hp whenever she lost one..and i hated that hp of mine..but now i lost it..and im missing it deadly.. hp..please come back!!!!!!!!!! when from bedok interchange all the way to clementi interchange then back to bedok interchange again..just to catch up with a bus painted with "jetstar" ad..finally got onto it at 9pm..just as i had expected..the search ended up with nothing..so now..im hpless..thinking og going to terminate my sim card tonite..hahax..at least i still have my number.. but wat make me didnt "regret" losing it is that jj made me so touched by being with me all along..from 430pm all the way till 900pm..she was even more worried than me lolx!!! What makes me more speechless is that my hp battery was already flat yesterday morning..so inspite that i smsed the hp..dont think anyone'll see it..and contact or wadeva..so hopeless arhz.. Reali love jj..i told her if i were a guy i'l definitely marry her..she'll even get into a dead fierce with with someone juz to stand up for me lol!!! I was deeply touched..but maybe if those kinda things happen again..juz let it be..dun have to explain ourselves to ppl who dun even noe us well..not everyone has to like us..u have ppl whom u dont like..cant anyone dislike u too..?? misunderstanding is one of the inevitable things in life..we were born misunderstood..too bad.. so sad lolz..sad sad... Practically didnt accomplish much this wk..3 sad teat nxt week..dont think tml's holiday will be of much help..mon and tues piano piano..i wanted to settle down to do some work yesterday..but ended up searching for my dear hp from east to west..if it was not coz of my mom..i'd have skipped school todae..juz feel over-exhauted of this kinda daily routines.. but anyway.. God does exist..after what happened yesterday.. but so many such similar "happenings" occurred continuously..cant stand them..juz too spooky..yesterday..the before before yesterday..hair standing man.. almost one wk of precious time wasted..juz wrote a damn damn sad essay.. seems to be meaningless.. ppl will think im insane..guess only jj can understand it..but looks like its getting more and more meaningless as the day goes by.. juz need to write some..hoping one fine day i'll have enough money to get a hp for myself.. that wat hell "Henry Roobinson's Award"..hopeless lah..but if i could get it..perhaps i may be able to afford a hp..or shall i juz use my savings..?? sighs at that essay.. but u know what..friends are the ones who make u happy..but at sad times..they make u sad too..they are ur friends ur buddies..but they still do not BELONG to u..i can say that jj knows me so well that she can already subsitute me..but..shes not mine!!! U cant keep a friend in ur pocket or ur safe or drawer.. and dont let any one touch him/her..thats one of the elements of friendship.. Juz want my hp back..i still owe my parents last month's hp bill..maybe i shall juz rob a bank..since my dad has two hps..maybe i shall juz "giab" one of those.. gee.. one week is ending..im worrying about next week ald..this is life..??? Everyday get up when life is still asleep..eat breakfast without even knowing its taste.. rushing to school in "ambulance"..trained like a dog in "school'..go back home..end of the day..coz always to worn out to do any thing else.. teachers claim that what we ppl write on blogs are all "wu2bing4sheng1ying3-s".. they think that we never have any thing to be sad abt and to worry abt..but guess its the current world that's changing us..teenagers have become sad peeps.. Yesterday is history..his-story..let today be YOUR story!!!!!!!!!!!!
Be happy!!! It's a sin to feel blue and miserable..isn't it..??? why not just keep a permanent smile on your pretty face that won't be very difficult.. It's just a muscle exercise, that will keep you young and happy...
