Hahax..was reading through my own blog entries..the last entry was so..erm..well made me think of one "string of unrelated phrases" which i wrote in pri6..yep i know that was like almost 4 yrs ago..but sadly i actually feel that what i wrote then was much more meaningful than what i write nowadays..i dont take e lit unfortunately..so..cant make much improvement anyway..feel like announcing to the whole world that i actually got an A1 for my O lvl chinese.. damn shuang..i thought A1 would be totally impossible for me cuz i flung the first paper-listening..guess there must be some prob with my ears..i only got 7 out of 10 for that..what a shame..Then the oral wasnt too great either..both of the examiners were laughing like hell at the conversation part..what was their prob lol..or my prob..then i lost my zhaoju notes..how do u expect me to study.. But i got a distinction!!!! Looks like im showing off..sorry..But sometimes..no..at all times..the word "justice" does not exist..wonder who's the lame guy who came up with such a vague, empty and transparent and non-existing word. U go for a calligraphy competition, people who write worse than u can grab a prize..and what do u get..u get the regretful and unjust feeling.. U may think im a bad loser coz i didnt win yesterday's competition and still had to help others collect their prizes..fine. There're people who hardly put in any effort and still pass with flying colours for tests..and me..study like hell..esp for chem tests.. and my hardly work seldom pays off.. My mum claims that it's the problem with my "method" of studying.. Maybe it's true..on an infertile piece of land, no matter how much time and effort u spend on it..how much water and fertilizer u supply it with..u still wont get your fruit.
Be happy!!! It's a sin to feel blue and miserable..isn't it..??? why not just keep a permanent smile on your pretty face that won't be very difficult.. It's just a muscle exercise, that will keep you young and happy...
